Im gonna do it. I don't want to live anymore, everything in my life seems to be okay, for the people looking onto me. But now, I have a sick feeling in my throat, and im exited to finaly accend to heaven. And to see my dad. I dont know when im going to do this, but I feel like I have to start writing my suicide messages to the people I love.
I know for a fact that a letter will not compare to a friend/daughter/sister, but I have an unmistakable amount of grief and pain over my shoulders and this is the only way for me to relive it. Ill probly take an overdose, shoot myself, something. I dont know when im going to do this, but if anyone wants to come and do a suicide pact with me you are very welcome! Please feel free to comment if you want, I am happy to accept you oppinion. Ill see you in heaven. xxx
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All I can say is don't do it.
I've been where you are, been in blackness that seems inescapable but life isn't like that, things change, other things get easier to live with such as the loss of another, again, I know, I've been there.
By the sound of it you have family and friends, lean on them, allow them to help you and also allow someone more qualified to help, there are a lot of helplines out there, really, use one.
No life is worth so little it can be wasted, however you may feel you have worth on this planet.
2007-05-02 @ 20:49
What he says ^^^ listen to him cos he does know, hon. Also if family or friends aren't helping, get some trusted older friends on here, they won't bullshit you.
Most people on his friends list are cool, as is Lyndlj (who commented on your blog already)
This place can be a huge support when there's nowhere we feel safe in the world outside.
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 | TheJinxy [Member] 2007-05-03 @ 18:15 |
Definitely don't do it!! Sometimes things get really bad, but things change and good things come. The best thing to do is to talk to someone you can really trust about what is getting you down. Talking about problems always helps. Life's so precious. We've been given a gift. Try and make the most of it :-) It's too short as it is, please don't cut it short.
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