Hi,
don’t know how I came to see your blog but I did and I found it quite sad....who am I you ask....well I am a 51 year old bloke who has 5 kids the oldest being 30 and the youngest being 6...."Why is an old git like you writing to me" you ask. Well I think its sad that you feel so down and depressed.
I won’t bang on about things as I would sound like some sort of lecture. all I want to do is pass on some thoughts to you that may make no sense to you but at least you know you have grabbed someone’s attention....now I may be an old bloke but I have experienced allot in my life,. I was a soldier a commercial diver and I am a policeman.. At 15 my life was comfortable but I was fed up, no-one listened, I was shall we say a bit thick regarding school ....don’t get me wrong I was not stupid but they didn’t teach me things I wanted to know.... my folks didn’t listen and my dad was always at work... and at the weekend he would have loads of jobs for me to do.... as for girlfriends ... well all the girls at my school wanted to go out with the boys who were cool, good looking etc. I was none of these. life was crap even tried harming myself... would you believe in a cemetery of all places.... well none of this was good so I decided that I has two options, sort out my own life (no-one was going to do it for me) or just stay pissed of with the world. What did I do...well I got away from everything and joined the army....what a good move ...no I am not saying that you should do this ( hey then again why not) just that I did something positive and it paid off I met the right woman, I had Great kids and I have had a good life. so don’t sit back and give in take control of your life and do something positive.... don’t tell people what you are doing as old gits like me tend only to tell you the bad side of any idea you have and knock your confidence. I have had my own battle just lately
(Check my blog at http://jackfrost56.blogspot.com/)

So Take control of your own destiny and get up and take control…it worked for me.
Anyway I was just a passing thought…hope your life turns out great and yes people do see your blog. What you say is thought provoking.

Jack Frost…..

Yes it is my real name. My daughter has seen me writing this ( she is 13) and thinks I am weird….but hey I have been my own person all my life.