Oh my God. I cannot believe im writing my blog. I havent written in this in ages, 30 days I think. Or its been 30 days since I logged in.

Last time I wrote, I was really messed up, suicidal infact. Im trying to make sure I dont feel like that again. Its aweful it really is. I have a boyfriend though! Aha, he is the only thing at the moment that keeps me feeling ok. Im so glad I found him though, because the week I started going out with him was the week I took an overdose. I was feeling really ill on the night we met, where I live people usually hang out at a place where bands go ect. And I wasnt going to go, but I plucked up the courage and went. Yay for me because I got with Dale (= . I think were happy together. We can talk about everything, and hes taking me to the pictures as a Christmas present. How sweet is that? Im still unsure about what to buy for him like..Ahh well, I have 27 days to decide.

Anyways, It feels strangly good writing on here. Like, im home or something. I kinda needed to write to be honest. I love it actually (=. I feel like such a freak for saying all the crazy shit I did before....Can't change anything, and I dont regret a thing.

Anyhow. Byee =) Much love anyone who reads this xx