Everthing is anoying. Everything is pissing me off. Im so upset at the moment, it breaks my heart beacause I want to achieve somethings in life, but I really really hate school and its making me depressed again. I feel so sad because I shouldnt be sad, its not right for me and its making me ill.
I needed to complete my coursework a few weeks ago, having needed like say 3 more pages to do. My friend had only done about 3. The teacher didnt give a flying fuck about her. NO. Everybody is ganging up on me and my twin sister and its really really unfair.
Today I got shouted at by my sisters health and social care teacher because she hasnt been doing her work. Someone told me that I should be doing the work thinking I wasm my sister and practically every single teacher knows that she hasnt been doing her work. I think its unfair because I do try and do mine, yet everybody thinks we are joined at the hip and that I have to make her do it. People shout at me because of her and I think thats predjudice and evil, people are talking about her. Everybody is talking about her to other people when they have no right to do so. The teachers in my school are cowardly and vindictive, spreading rumours and assuming we are lowlives. I am struggling at school, so might be my sister, it doesnt mean that only us are. Nobody cares to help us at all. I feel so stressed out by my school at the moment. Im stressed out by everything. I really really really feel angry and I just want to curl up in a bubble and float away into the cold starry sky. Im pissed off at everything and I think that the school system in England is fucking discusting. It really does need sorting out. I just feel sorry for all the younger children that have to suffer hours and hours of essays and work and pressure laid on by teachers...I CANNOT WAIT to leave.
2007-12-12 @ 20:10