crazy shit about me

In response to:I desperatley need a job.

2008-05-27T08:53:44+02:00

Its always hard to find first job , but once you get experience you will get job easily in future .For now accept job that you have instead of sitting free

In response to:Im so f***ked off.

2007-12-13T08:41:39+01:00

Bev is right try to tell a trusted friend or or someone at school...the armed forces are only an option for when your older...:)

In response to:Im so f***ked off.

2007-12-12T23:58:04+01:00

Please do not join the armed forces !!!
I would suggest you tell a trusted adult in school how you feel. There must be one person you trust. If you can't think of one then maybe I can find someone, or I could speak to school for you.
Phone or email me if you want me to do anything x

In response to:Im so f***ked off.

2007-12-12T20:10:19+01:00

Its sad that you feel like this i wish i could offer some wise words but i have none...i felt like you did when i was at the same age ..i just wanted a way to get out of the life I had and have a new one with a new family ...sort of start again...I did it...i joined the armed forces and from the second i went there my life just got better and better..my wife joined the air force at 17..she never looked back...just a thought and one idea for you to think about...

maybe this will make you smile

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=GmwqpHsMExg

and maybe this will give you some inspiration

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2A2Jt4WOxN8

In response to:IM OK!! (=

2007-11-28T23:18:25+01:00

Just goes to show there's always something better on the other side of the shitheap...

In response to:IM OK!! (=

2007-11-28T23:02:57+01:00

heya,
glad you're feeling better :)
and welcome back! *hugs*

In response to:I think im dying. I really need your help...

2007-10-12T15:31:34+02:00

You are definitely starting to worry me. I'm guessing you are ok or I would have heard something. You MUST tell your mam or phone me and Dale whenever you feel that bad. Don't take any more pills and if you do you must phone the hospital or 999 !
You can phone me at any time of the day and your mam has my mobile number and house number in her phone. Or e-mail me. It's time to do something positive and I can help if you will let me.

Bev xxx

In response to:I think im dying. I really need your help...

2007-10-09T17:15:00+02:00

I would phone the surgery or A&E and explain. They should be able to tell you if you need to do anything. ATB,C.

In response to:I think im dying. I really need your help...

2007-10-09T15:19:32+02:00

Thankyou =] I am still in pain however, is there anyway I can make this go away normally?

In response to:I think im dying. I really need your help...

2007-10-09T15:15:59+02:00

Sorry to hear. Theres so much help, friendship and support out there if you look hard enough. Just try to remember that you are never alone. We are all on the roller coaster that we call life, and you just simply hit one of the downs. It will rise again, but don't be afraid to ask for a small push :-)

In response to:At night, I gaze at the stars, and think, where the fuck is my ceiling?

2007-08-02T20:39:34+02:00

Hi,
don’t know how I came to see your blog but I did and I found it quite sad....who am I you ask....well I am a 51 year old bloke who has 5 kids the oldest being 30 and the youngest being 6...."Why is an old git like you writing to me" you ask. Well I think its sad that you feel so down and depressed.
I won’t bang on about things as I would sound like some sort of lecture. all I want to do is pass on some thoughts to you that may make no sense to you but at least you know you have grabbed someone’s attention....now I may be an old bloke but I have experienced allot in my life,. I was a soldier a commercial diver and I am a policeman.. At 15 my life was comfortable but I was fed up, no-one listened, I was shall we say a bit thick regarding school ....don’t get me wrong I was not stupid but they didn’t teach me things I wanted to know.... my folks didn’t listen and my dad was always at work... and at the weekend he would have loads of jobs for me to do.... as for girlfriends ... well all the girls at my school wanted to go out with the boys who were cool, good looking etc. I was none of these. life was crap even tried harming myself... would you believe in a cemetery of all places.... well none of this was good so I decided that I has two options, sort out my own life (no-one was going to do it for me) or just stay pissed of with the world. What did I do...well I got away from everything and joined the army....what a good move ...no I am not saying that you should do this ( hey then again why not) just that I did something positive and it paid off I met the right woman, I had Great kids and I have had a good life. so don’t sit back and give in take control of your life and do something positive.... don’t tell people what you are doing as old gits like me tend only to tell you the bad side of any idea you have and knock your confidence. I have had my own battle just lately
(Check my blog at http://jackfrost56.blogspot.com/)

So Take control of your own destiny and get up and take control…it worked for me.
Anyway I was just a passing thought…hope your life turns out great and yes people do see your blog. What you say is thought provoking.

Jack Frost…..

Yes it is my real name. My daughter has seen me writing this ( she is 13) and thinks I am weird….but hey I have been my own person all my life.

In response to:MONEY

2007-07-27T16:33:11+02:00

Try this http://www.jobcentreplus.gov.uk/JCP/index.html

In response to:aw =(

2007-07-16T22:21:10+02:00

How do you expect to be happy with someone who tells you he loves someone else? Answer : you can't. Find someone who appreciates you for being you. Don't stay with someone who clearly isn't that bothered (can't think why you think you'll break his heart when he loves someone else anyway). Don't be with someone just for the sake of it. Too many people do that. I bet you half the people who say they are all loved up aren't. They just say it to keep up appearances.

In response to:NO COMMENT!

2007-07-05T21:35:52+02:00

If you're unhappy you should find someone you can talk to about it. Or the doctor. They are there to help you. There's no shame in it. A lot of people get depressed. Some don't admit it. Sometimes life gets you down but you should try to think that you've been given a gift. You only get one chance at life, so you've got to make the most of it and find things you enjoy doing. There's always something, but you'll only find it if you want to find it. I hope it all works out for you. Take care

In response to:The most memorable funeral in the whole entire history of the world, ever!

2007-05-27T00:08:47+02:00

Ah don't worry, I grinned through mosta my mum's funeral cos the minister was saying nice stuff and I was a nervous wreck :)) I'm sure my mum woulda understood xx

In response to:The most memorable funeral in the whole entire history of the world, ever!

2007-05-26T00:11:59+02:00

Ahhh Goldschlager...I love that stuff even though it is a bit on the totally lethal side!!

I'm really sorry to hear about your nana, its never easy losing a family member. Its probably not easy being the person who most people will remember about a family do either. I hope things start looking up for you soon :) x

In response to:Oh this makes the pain so much more worse..

2007-05-23T20:49:28+02:00

As a daughter of a medium (although not psychic myself) I can tell you that these little messages are quite normal when someone has just passed away.

Your nan will most likely stay close to your family for the next few weeks until she feels that you are all ok, and then she will pass over. She will probably send you lots of little messages to show you that she is there.

Stay strong. Remember that the best way to show somebody you love them is to let them go.

xxx hugs xxx

In response to:No..Im not okay.

2007-05-18T15:24:25+02:00

I'm sorry about your Nana and sorry that you can't go visit her. My thoughts are with you.

In response to:oh joy

2007-05-16T21:59:41+02:00

hahaahhaha!!! nice one!!!

"Doctors save lives whereas celebrities are a mere distraction from the problems in our own lives etc etc."

Waffling on for ages. Hope you found it ok.

I been reading your blog a few times.

Cheer up chuck! :D

In response to:oh joy

2007-05-16T21:40:26+02:00

General studies!

Did you do the celebrity question aswell??

Or was that just me..

In response to:A poem for ma nana

2007-05-13T12:27:49+02:00

nice words good luck

In response to:thanks for the comment NOT!

2007-05-10T22:18:30+02:00

I feel like slapping that commenter. They obviously have life all sewn up and sorted (NOT) Diminishing someone's problems the way he/she did, shows his/her immaturity (and cowardice since they logged-out to comment)

There are some total idiots on this site, fortunately they are few and far between

In response to:I am soo sooo sad.

2007-05-10T22:13:00+02:00

I went to my doc's when I was about 15 telling him I knew I was depressed and he was like - you're too young to be depressed :roll:

Tell the doc what your symptoms are ... if they don't listen to you - ask for another doctor. Counselling will help and they'll be able to tell your doctor if they think you need anti-d's or not xxxxxxxxx

Really feel for ya *hug*

In response to:I am soo sooo sad.

2007-05-10T21:53:37+02:00

Ignore as I'mmmmm soooo old! But, don't feel stupid...my dtr is only 10, yet she has had crying fits and mood swings and I've explained to her that I'm certain it's to do with her hormones and puberty...so many changes going on, and our hormones can affect our state of mind completely...any chance of a chat with gp?

In response to:I am soo sooo sad.

2007-05-10T21:51:01+02:00

Hey!
Don't let people talk you into thinking depression isn't real, or is stupid.

Its the illness that doctors come across the most in the UK. When I have really shit days, I understand why.

Chin up!

In response to:thanks for the comment NOT!

2007-05-10T06:31:22+02:00

I dare to comment, age is just number.

In response to:^_^

2007-05-10T06:29:14+02:00

The good memories always remain in our mind and that is the source of energy for our life to be continued after losing a beloved one. Take care!

In response to:my head hurts

2007-05-05T14:26:28+02:00

Grow up!

You think other people haven't got problems? You think you're the only person in the world to have ever felt like that? You're 13 for Christ's sake - you haven't got half the woes that a lot of people here deal with on a daily basis.

"Noone understands me" - thats life! And suicide is a cowardly way out of it.

I think you're just crying out for attention.

Go and cuddle your mum/dad/dog/cat and stop inflicting your whinging self pity on us.

And I'm not being nasty - I'm being realistic.

In response to:my head hurts

2007-05-04T22:10:31+02:00

My mum did that, she survived, it's fuckin really really sore. Like I mean - agony

and she messed up her liver from it

please, don't take any more

xxx

In response to:Still not happy

2007-05-03T18:52:41+02:00

it's good to talk,
i hope you are alright, there are very nice people out there who you can trust and talk to, like maybe friends, family, local priest or any of the friends you have up here. if you still stuck please feel free to contact me. i am not an expert but i have been there, when things looked fucked up with my back against the wall and no one there to listen or help.
some say if you have strong faith you should come through it, well i did and i was stuck in a bottomless pit.
all i had to rely on was the powerful and unbreakable love i have for my wee boy 'Armand' to get through it.
bonne chance
renaud